Last night I made myself lie down and close my eyes.
These last few weeks I haven’t thought about sleep until the sun is coming up. I don’t want to stop to think, not even for sleep. Keep your mind busy.
Play another game.
Watch another show.
What’s on YouTube?
Read the news.
Who’s killing who?
Has Greece sunk beneath the sea of it’s debt yet.
Wait for exhaustion.
When the light starts to peek through the trees. I know I won’t have to think when I finally stop to sleep.
Instead, tonight I lay in the dark, my jaw stiff. Listening to my teeth grinding. I dreamed of a debate about an illness sweeping the world. We had the cure. It could be sprayed in the air and we would all be saved. But there was an insane deliberation about harming the environment. We could save everyone but did nothing instead.
I feel better today. I’ll exercise and shower. I’m going to get back to good someday soon. I hope I can find the right road.
I hope you find the right road too. ❤ ❤ ❤
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Hang in there.
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I think I’ve turned the corner. Thank you for your kind words.
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Hey, I’ve been there. I may be back, unfortunately. It’s no picnic, but I suppose it helps to know you’re not the only one. Anyone who writes as well as you do can not only persevere but hopefully turn it into part of a great book. Keep looking up.
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Thank you. That’s an interesting idea. My diary a book?
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We’re here for you. Hang in there.
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It’s getting better. Thank you for your support.
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Hugs, Yotaki Beautywalk
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Thank you.
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You will find the right road. Listen to your heart more than your mind. Whenever you can. Sleep is the best first step. Nice work!
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I was just talking to a friend yesterday. I have three big things I would like to achieve. Each would take three to five years to fully realize. I know I can’t accomplish all three, so I need to make a choice. So difficult to chose. Thanks.
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Now that’s a debate that should keep you busy….there are always the unruly who dare…
Exhaustion. Where is it when you need it?
“Good” is great, but even “better” is on the way. (be sure to collect souvenirs)
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Ah you are a true philosopher. I’ve slept soundly for two nights in a row. Better is definitely here. Thanks.
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